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Happiest Day - A Nightmare

Events & Creation of a Nightmare Happiness is filling every corner. No corner remains vacuous, A lot of people are filling the empty spaces. A few plans are devised by the owners . Their puppets are happy . A sly smile is flashed by the owners in the other room. A smile which is induced by alcohol , A smile which is induced by burning their livers , A smile to make a few people emotional ! Their puppets don't know anything. Their happiness isn't a facade. They enjoy themselves with others and not drunkards (fingers crossed)! Their smiles are just an addition to the staggering legs of others. It starts with 'a little'! Every dose is precious,  Spoiling every smile is their hobby. The physical beast in them seldom comes out. The purpose behind the happiness is of a spoilt sadist. When consciousness cheats you,  You are helpless with 'a little' right? After all, it's just 'a little' right? What does the bitter liquid gift you? What does the bitte...

A Day for Myself

A day which comes every year, A day on my accords is what I wish every time, Yet it always happens the other way around. Starting with a cup of coffee,  Cappuccino, Frappuccino or Dalgona or even black, Whatever gives me a company on the morning of September 3, it should satiate myself, Sounds selfish but in the end, its my day! The lover is not a must but if he is the one that wakes me up, I am up for it! Either curling up if it's cold or getting drenched whether its rainy, It would be one of the best days! Accompanying me on my bed would be a book, Something that's makes me feel heated, which guarantees me the adrenaline rush! Cooking... Yeah! I would love it rather than junk food, Be it breakfast, lunch or a simple supper! A day for me to do everything that makes me 'ME'. Maybe just walk around, cook, read, write and explore! A kind of detachment from phone and the outer world for one day! No phone calls, no wishes, no messages, no gifts! Just You and Me! If the ...

Pressure Cookers

 PRESSURE COOKER FOR SALE!!! Starting from Rs. 565!!! Go Grab one as soon as possible. Not from the market !  From your house ! Why do you need a pressure cooker when you have one at home? Parents, Your greatest gift is the silence you receive and a few 'Yes Mom' and 'Yes Dad' from your child but do you know that in turn is sometimes, a curse for them. Are you an open medium to talk to them when they need you? Even without an age bar or an age group? Think about it yourself. To all parents who say a 'No' or discourage them or expect something from their children, please understand that indirectly, you are asking them to fulfil your wishes against theirs. To all the pressure cookers including me , we all listen to our parents' remarks about poor marks. Be it good or bad! I am not calling for a protest but have an opinion about it and talk about it! Talk to the whistles of the body! To all students who take their advice and remark seriously, who are quite sens...

Abstinence or Self-Indulgence

    When 5 months of abstinence is withdrawn, Will I be able to see you the same way, Or perhaps with the same thoughts, I had seen you through these years? With a few hours until you make a re-entry, A plethora of emotions is to be shared! With pre-existing conditions, Should I Abstain myself? Or Open the barrier between us? Sometimes, it’s better to have no choice in front of us. Calculating the pros and cons, Which is right and which is wrong? If I restrain myself for this part of the year, Perhaps, some pros might flood me! If possible, many more years will we meet! But the void in the present will remain vacuous. If I do not restrict myself, A 'Me' that only 'You' know will unleash. A lot of refreshing moments would flood me. It would pave the way for a much stable and warm 'Me'. Escapism isn't a solution but your open arms are tempting me... Such a temptress! Such a pill have you been! You are tempting me! Is temptation good when it is deviating ...

Grow Up

It has been more than a one year since the whole fiasco of COVID-19 started. Many people lost their lives in their initial stages and are still losing now. We've been sorry for their families and still feel very bad when someone else passes away. It just lasts for a few hours until we are in the position of people who are suffering.  The second wave is much stronger with a force which is undetermined. It's continuing and it has no boundaries to what it can destroy human beings and their humanity. Somewhere in the middle, we too are reasons for the rising number of  COVID cases. Somewhere around the corner, we too had taken it easily saying that the positivity rate is more and we have better hospital facilities but look around for yourself right NOW! You may not even get a bed now! The positivity rate has decreased and we've all been hearing about the single, double and even the triple mutant viruses which are spreading within a few seconds.  Everything would hav...

Fingers and the Lens

  Opening the closed eye, the gentle finger caressed the frame Travelling through the captured memories, a goofy grin was always plastered. Rummaging through the storage unit, the brown orbs turned glassy Down the lane, the beholder of the orbs never knew any angle, When moments turned blurry, the rough finger brushed against the delete button. Somewhere in between, there was a glue A glue in which her fingers were stuck Even after removing them, her fingers were numb Her fingers were her weakness But when her fingers started making crescents, Rather than capturing them, They experienced a tough time! When the fingers lost their confidence, her mind couldn't gather enough strength to make a move. The fingers worked for every function  Every function other than clicking the button. Even after that phase, years passed, Maybe I was wrong, Now the mind didn't have enough strength But the fingers were finding their pace Its pace to retrieve me and I was deeply into ...

Deserving

  Deserving is never a small world  unless you dive deep into yourself. Care and concerns are always behind you, Consolations are in front. At that time, Raindrops never stops flowing but does it taste normal? It turns the sensitive red The 'Red' is a mixture of pain, tension and love. Fighting against the challenges of Life is never easy! But when you fight it to so, What will happen when Life fights back? When your own "conscience" cheats you, Consolations can never heal them in time It takes forever even if you proceed Deserving might be a small word but for a person who  fails repeatedly and is irresponsible , it is the  biggest word  in the Dictionary of Life!

Trust

                                                           Can't you hear it breaking? No! It wasn't a glass or anything else! It was my heart!  It has broken yet again!  And now, there is everything I need!  Except,  The broken piece of heart Will it ever come back?   Sharing 'everything' with that person, I let all the weight out of my shoulders! What did she do? Even she helped me! She helped me in  loosing the weight of my heart! Inspecting all the qualities, What did I lack? Or perhaps,   What did that person do to earn my trust? Was it a pretense?   Now, I can't see anything beyond the tears which fills my eyes.  Ah! I wish I had a time machine! But when it isn't present,  The Ashes are left behind! They won't bury itself , They won't evaporate They can't be seized ,  They c...

The Solutions Are Within Yourself.

" We aren't terribly terrible but we are imperfectly perfect in our ways."   We cannot zero our thoughts and anxieties to one or zero. When these anxieties build over a certain period of time, the probability of ending in a clinical condition is nowhere far. The clinical condition is termed as 'Depression'.  This Depression and insecurities which are growing inside us have immense power which can cut the roots of our life.  Starting from the teenage to the late '20s, people are flooded with emotions. This is the perfect age where your mind sways like a  kite. It sways in the direction of your thoughts.  When all doors close, suicide is not the solution. Your eyes and mind are your solutions. It will help you to open the next door of life...  At some point in life, we may go astray from our original paths. It forces us to travel in unknown pathways. We may get confused or even get trapped in a dilemma that will haunt us. When it haunts you, just close y...